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Saturday, August 11th, 2007
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2007 CONEY ISLAND ROCKABILLY FESTIVAL -- Aug. 16-19th on Coney Island, NY
Creighton performing with Weirdee Girl on Aug. 17th @ 10pm
at Cha Cha's of Coney Island -- on the boardwalk!
It’s The 2007 Coney Island Rockabilly Festival !!!!
August 16 – August 19, 2007 !!!!
Four Days of Rockabilly, Burlesque, Surf and Sideshow !!!!
Now With Roller Derby !!!!
Coney Island
NYC USA
Come One!! Come All !!
August 16, 2007 - The Ever-Intoxicating Nell and Cockabilly Records Present
The Holy Roller Sideshow & Burlesque Revue !!!!
Rockabilly !! Surf !! Burlesque !! Sideshow !!
9pm - 2am !! Otto's Shrunken Head NYC !! Free !!
August 17, 2007 - JT and Cockabilly Records Present
Cha Cha’s On The Boardwalk’s Big Burlesque Blow Out !!!!
8pm - 4am !!!! Coney Island NYC USA !!!!
With Burlesque Performers from all over the United States,
North America and Europe !!!! Over 50 acts !!! $20
Starring !!
The Legendary Bonnie Dunn, Stormy Leather, Kiki Clutch, Damiana Dolce, Weirdee Girl, Lucy Buttons, Lady Satan, Burgundy Brixx, La John Joseph, Plum Manchego, Blackie Deuce, The Lady Aye, Claire De Lune, JZ Bich, Fifi Dupree, Pepper Minsky, Amelia Danger, Run Around Sue, Rubie Fizz, Anabel of the Ball, Jellyboy The Clown, Lil Miss Lixx, Crimson Boudoir, Pookie Patootie, Agent N, Raven Isis, Pandora, Howling Vic, Mini Malicious, Albert Cadabra, Moxie Block, Kit Cat, Ghoul A Go-Go, Dottie Lux, Gal Friday, Bonnie Voy'Age, Ruby Valentine, Little Darling, Tigger, J.Cannibal, Mary Widow, Sugar Dish, Machete, Joey Martini, Lulu Lollipop, Ginger Leigh, Ava Capri, Cherry Bomb, Key, Hocake Honeybuns and The Charming Trickster Nelson Lugo !!!!
Live Surf and Rockabilly With The Holy Roller Sideshow !!!!
Main Stage, Cages, Poles, Side Stage With Live Sideshow And A Brooklyn Rooftop All On The Boardwalk By The Sea And Under The Stars !!!!
Don't Miss It !!!!
AUGUST 18, 2007 – Cockabilly Records Presents
The 2007 Coney Island Rockabilly Festival !!!!
Sasquatch and the Sickabillies !! Fury 3 !! Tombstone Brawlers !! Jason James and The Bay State House Rockers !! Susquehanna Industrial Tool & Die Co. !! Fisherman Orchestra !! Sean Kershaw and The New Jack Ramblers !! The Holy Roller Sideshow !!
Outside on the Boardwalk 12pm – 8pm !!!! Free !!!!
Ride The Cyclone !!! Take a Trip on the Ferris Wheel !!! See Dante's Inferno !!!!
Ever seen a man pound a nail into his head ? And like it ?
Come Be A Part of History And Give Astroland Amusement Park A Classy Send Off !!!
We're Talking Classy People !!!!
Sponsored by Deno's Wonder Wheel, Sam Ash Music and Cockabilly Records !!!
August 18, 2007 - 9pm-4am !!!! JT and Cockabilly Records Present
The 2007 Coney Island Rockabilly Festival After Party and Roller Derby Rumble !!!!
Cha Cha’s on the Boardwalk !!!! Coney Island NYC USA !!!!
Real Live Roller Derby Girls !!!!
Contests !!!! Prizes !!!!
The Human Floor Is Set To Go For a New World Record !!!!
Live Wrestling With Boston League of Women Wrestlers !!!!
Full Blown Cherry !! El Jefe V. Demons !! Soul Reapin’ 3 !! Panty Raid !!
Sideshow and Burlesque !!!!
And Chicks Beating The Crap Out Of Each Other For Fun !!!!
$5
August 19, 2007 - 12pm - 2am !!!! JT and Cockabilly Records Present
The 2007 Miss Pin Up Coney Island Contest !!!!
Cha Cha’s on the Boardwalk !!!! Coney Island NYC USA !!!!
Contestants Posing In Live Installations !!!!
Starring !! Kit Cat, Claire De Lune, Cherry Bomb, Pandora, Amelia Danger, Lucy Buttons, Jasmine Blushes & More !!!
Surf and Rockabilly Music All Day Long !!!!
$500 cash prize for the winner !!!!
Instant Fame and International Notoriety !!!!
Come see who Cha Cha will crown Miss Pin Up Coney Island !!!!
Day 4 of the 2007 Coney Island Rockabilly Festival !!!!
$5
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Wednesday, August 8th, 2007
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http://youtube.com/watch?v=mBuom7juPRg
this must be the most fucked up song ever.
I love this song.
I know it, im sure many recognize it
but the other day i noticed the lyrics
and i love this song so much now
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| Time: | 8:26 am. |
| Mood: |  cynical. | | Music: | Tool-Posion Sex. |
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I have blocked myspace and xanga from my computer.
The rate of my drinking and going out has slowed down
I went out only once last week
and that was for sarahs sons party.
I drank only on saturday
compare to the everyday routine
I had last month.
I smoke only in social gatherings.
and that will soon change.
I want to live a healthy life style
My apt is clean
and i want my body to be the same
I have to register for school.
I have done a lot of progress
with the sign language
OzFest is in 2 weeks.
Im excited.
I have to do laundry
I want to paint my apt
but what color?
I want a happy color.
I am going to take my piano
out of the box
for the first time in 3 years
I want to learn how to play again.
I want to really get that 2nd job
and maybe volunteer for something
that involves either helping immigrants
or helping children.
I've noticed that being around children
makes me happy
and I really want one now.
I am a registered foster parent
maybe I should take a child into my life
My bedroom is empty
I want to be productive
I want to do something meaningful
not just work and then come home or go out.
I want to change not only my life
but change or affect someone else
for the better.
I cant believe that my life is basically
the same it was exactly a year ago.
Last year I was living here in my apt again
with the same job and almost the 14-22-8-26-1-26-26-7-4-9-2-14
I'm going to be 25 years old
I need a change.
I've been stuck in this quarter life crisis too long
Now that the desperation
to be with someone or sleep next to someone
has passed and I am able to live by myself
and go out on my own
I want to take charge of my life
in a way that I can benefit in the future
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im grateful for everything i have. all my friends. my job and my apt.
i smell desperation from you.
i need a change for me.
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Hello Kathy, what’s up? Its 1:53 am so its basically Monday… hehe… Well as you can see I was thinking about you, and I decided to write you a letter telling you more about my self and the way I feel about you in this short time that we’ve been seeing each other. Well first of all I really want you to know where I live my address is… I’ll tell you that later some other time when I see you. Right now I want to tell you that it’s been a really long time since I ever felt the way you make me feel. I don’t want to sound like a retarded little kid. What I mean is that seriously you make me feel so much different… you make me feel nervous anxious to see you… you make me feel like I miss you… and of course horny… hehe… its true… I really want you so bad…. However, that’s a different subject mmhh. You make me feel so different… and I feel that I’m screwing things up by being so shy. I just don’t want to do the wrong things and or say the wrong things to you. You see… even now… I’m erasing things… thinking that I’m saying them wrong. So if you find something that doesn’t make sense please forgive me. That’s just me trying not get rid of this letter. Ok. Going back to what I was saying. I really think you’re a beautiful person, gorgeous woman, very intelligent… you are amazing. Seriously I cant get you out of my head and I know… I don’t wanna rush things either. But I really wish we could. I had so much fun these few time we went out I wish we can do them more often. But like I said before I know you don’t wanna rush things. And I don’t wanna make you feel uncomfortable by me calling you all the time. And I don’t wanna push you in doing things that you wanna do. In this letter im not trying to ask you to do things for me. I’m just telling how I feel and thankful I am with you because you are being honest with me by telling me your true feelings. And I know you put a lock on that heart. But you know what. Im gonna try everthing …. To find that key that will unlock that beautiful heart of yours. I’ll do anything to get that key… I just need your help to find that key… give me some clues where it is…
Ps: I wrote all this without cheking for any misspelled words… also if you find anything that doesn’t make sense…please forgive me.. this is the only way for me to be able to send you this… one more thing… I’ve been thinking so much about that morning that I woke up at ur house. I walked to the bathroom when u were in there… at that moment I just wanted to go in there and kiss you, and make you mine. And my question is… what would have you done at that moment if I did something like that?.. I miss you
so all I can do is read in between the lines. He wants to have sex with me. it's not my heart that I have on lock and key, it's my vagina. but I don't care to lose anyone over this. I am not having sex with anyone until I feel comfortable. I know that's going to be for a long time or once I do meet someone I really like I am going to wait. No more mistakes. No more rushing things. I want to see my heart break and stop it before it happens. I knew the last time. I always knew. I made everyone sign a stupid paper stating I fucking knew my heart was on the line. I remember that day at Sparrows. It was Jan. 19 2006. but I already slept with him. I had already fallen. and I figured if I had left it would hurt so no matter what I might as well stay. That will never happen again. I can't handle another one. well not for awhile anyways. maybe in 10 years when I regret marrying the person i actually marry.
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Thursday, June 21st, 2007
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if Zac keeps it up
Im going to have a problem.
who the hell does he think
is going to stay with him
if your pulling your girlfriends hair
in public after only being together for 2 weeks.
I know where he leaves
I know what car he drives
He wont suspect me
Im quiet little KatherineSmith
dont fuck with the people I love
or me.
Anyone want to help me slash his tired
when the time comes.,
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i have to write so much of everything that is going on.
to going to the beach monday night with fernando
to losing my phone and finding a distraction.
my nieces graduations
saturday and my 2 dates
even the METS game today
and how fernando picked me up from work.
'what if I told you I was outside?'
hot!
angelica and Zac break up
even though it hasnt happened
and I still havent nor do I feel like
I am ready to be with anyone
These are all reminders of things I have to write about
hopefully soon!
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im so embarrased. as u can see i dont really smoke and taht stuff last night killed me. im so sorry tath happened. i hope next time i can make it up to u.
i had a good before that happened and right now i dont feel good... call me when u get a chance. bye
sorry baby.. (must not read too much into to that)
So this is what fernando sent me regarding last night.
he is my Kharma
he talks too much about his ex
I never talk about any of my exs
I don't want to know any of them exist
and i don't want anyone to know they exist
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| Time: | 8:16 am. |
| Mood: | aggravated. |
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does this sound like a good love story
broken hearted girl loses her phone
one night completely drunk and out w/friends
1 week later the guy that finds it returns her phone
out of gratitude she invites him for drinks
by the end of the night they realize they like each other.
and the rest is history...
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i should still be sleeping
bht i'm not
it's not even 8 yet and
i have been up already 1 and 1/2 hours
i am so tired
and as suspected
now i am getting sick
lack of sleep does that
and with working 2 jobs
and sleeping on the floor
i feel bet up.
this apartment will never let me sleep
the one day i ended up staying in my apartment
i slept about 15 hours
it's like my mind and body were making up
for lost time.
i just want to sleep
and that seems to be my allow
real grip .
on sunday i went to
http://kitchen.apartmenttherapy.com/food/sales-events/new-york-culinary-festival-may-1921-009069
with mikjail and tim
and i saw james there..
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ambienceman
he was the DJ at the event
but i got there so late
i didn't actually see him spin.
yomorrow i am going to six flags
if all goes well
i rather stay home and sleep
but i don't know the next time i will
get to go so...
i am thinking of sleeping on the bus
since it's almost a 2 hour ride.
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Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
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what can i say..
i was crazy and pregnant
i had just read a book about a best friend
and her boyfriend
and her ending up alone
friendless 8 years later
what is different?
yeah it is because of a different man
i didn't trust him
and i still don't
and because what happened with paolo
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i haven't been online much
i was consumed with myspace
and heard vilma
talk about her 14 yr old tantics
and boom
i was back in reality
where am i?
I think I live too much in my head
too much in the moment
to really take in my life
but at the same time
i am completly aware of everything
but i am the master
of ignoring everything
even myself..
so apparently
writing how i feel here
is
"telling everyone every chance i get"
or something along those lines..
again i have lost the ability
to say what i want
so..
in my head i go again
and maybe this time
it will take longer to come out
just for my safty.
random
random
thoughts..
well i got a new job..
ok
i got 2 new jobs
that's right
kathy is working hard for the money.
I work at Jamba!
on the weekends though
and thats all i can take...
And i work at a pharmacy during the week.
Jamba wants to take my soul
and the other job is going to kill me
with BOREDOM!!!
On a good note.
I've lost the 'baby fat'
and I am back to 135lb.
still want to lose more..
never ending journey of losing weight
I think i Have a slow Eye?
and TB,
well that i might have gotten
from the monkey.
but everything else is..
A
O
K
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Thursday, April 13th, 2006
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i drink everyday
to forget where i am
and I tdrink everyday
to forget who I am with
and I drink everyday
so I won't forget who I am.
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my choice is becoming clearer
by the day...
keep doing what you are doing...
make my decision earier..
i like it..
...
today was a great day
then I came home..
I was actually happy
to come home to you..
and then you ..
were you..
and I have fresh
memories to reflect on
which keep me entertained
as you yell at me
and walk around moody
ignoring you
living in my head.
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Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
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when realizing your boyfriend
might be your only 'best/good' friend
thats when the world
should seems very
very
sad.
At the moment
I am somewhat friendless
and alone
the only person
I have the right
to rely on
is my boyfriend.
When I was with Paolo
and this seemed to happen
it didn't feel like this..
actually i felt somewhat alone
but he was my best friend
I told him everything
becuase he made it easy to tell him things
He loves me no matter what
and he is judgeless
and even if it was involving something
wrong that i did in my part
i told him.
we liked to go out and do the same things
and we seem to never fight
we are so different
and have almost nothing in common
but we somehow made it work..
With Kurt I seem to find myself
friendless as well.
That drove me crazy.
I told him everything
but i felt as though something was missing.
Maybe with paolo there was no rush
because in some ways i had everything
i needed when i was with him
and then angelica came along
and i had the only 2 people i needed in this world.
now I live with my friend of 8 years (luis)
and a 14 year old girl
that i consider my only (girl) friend.
and a boyfriend that doesnt compensate.
I am feeling
unattended, unchaperoned; forlorn, friendless; cloistered, insulated, isolated, remote, retired, secluded, withdrawn; quarantined, segregated, separated, sequestered; separate, unattached, unconnected, unlinked; detached, disconnected, disjointed, dissociated, disunited, divided, fractionated; abandoned, adrift, deserted, desolate, forgotten, forsaken, lorn, neglected ..
should i go on?
but why do women fall into this hole
where their boyfriends are their only friends.
I've seen this in other females.
I know I am not alone on that.
Where did it go wrong?
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i seem to not be able to make a move.
i am thinking about how i need to call my mother
but i know i wont because what will i say to her?
same goes for my dad and brother..
I want to go to my apartment
but if i go i feel as though i will stay
and i am kind of scaried of that happening
i've talked more with angelica yesterday
than i have for the past 3 months
and yet i feel frozen.
All the hardship i have put in this relationship
has caused me to stay..
all the sweat, blood and tears.
Losing my only home
my only friend
my only true love
another baby
letting my bank account run dry
(i think that is what pains me the most)
all the bad things that have happened
while with him
i feel as though
if i leave
all that would have been for nothing..
maybe the world is against us
or is with me and wants what is best for me
which seems to always stir me back to paolo
and to tell you the truth
he is the best thing that happened to me.
my life is like a war.
and i am the leader of it.
you thought you were fighting for all the right reasons
only to come to find out
right at the end
when practically everyone is dead
that the war shouldn;t have happened
in the first place
so
should you finish it?
seeing as though you came this far?
or retreat?
give up and prove that
everything that was lost was for nothing?
or try to save whatever is left?
i guess it is a question of pride..
and I want what is due to me..
but at what cost
because the longer i stay
the more i lose
the more I am unhappy.
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Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
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i wish someone would ask me
'Are you happy?'
in a way where
i could realize
what the fuck
i am doing
with myself.
As of right now
I do not know.
It's because
I am relying
on the unrelable.
Should I jump back
to the life i once had?
that question always
seems to find it's way
into my head..
every day
at least a dozen times..
but I stay
for love..
in shame of myself
and my life..
of what I've become.
I creep into my head
for freedom
only to realize
sometime i don;t even have that
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about 3 days ago
i woke up at 5 in the morning
and within seconds i was crying.
I love to sleep
love it!
and when you disturb it
I get very cranky.
well mikjails dad snores
louder than a vacuum.
i freaked out
and decided to get dress
and leave to my apartment.
mikjail woke up in the mist of it
and followed me.
we took the train
and got off at queensboro
then when the 7 train came i got on
and he watched me leave.
i got to 40th st train station
and with how much i want to go back
i couldnt bringmyself to do it.
I jumped back on the 7 train
only to go back to mikjail.
we went back home and fell asleep
in luis room.
I can't help but keep thinking
that if i don't go back soon
I will lose my opportunity
and when i actually decided to go back
it will be too late.
i think about Paolo all the time
and our relationship.
was it that bad
that i went running into another one.
how come i cant think of any of the bad stuff,
I left because our apartment was a mess
and i was picking up after him
if i was his mother.
i wanted him to grow up
and be responsible.
so far that has not happened.
the apartment is exactly how i left it.
i mean exactly.
he still goes to work late
and his social life
has bloomed and now he is friends
with serge again....
I was thinking about how i wanted
a boyfriend that was outgoing and talkative
and now that i have that i am thinking
'what was so bad with Paolo?'
ok so he didn;t really carry any conversations
with anyone when i was around
but i got to see how it feels like
when your boyfriend carry a conversation with everyone but you.
with paolo i never worried about anything
I know he loves me.
i dunno
i can't complete this though because
parents are around right now
and making me nervous
i need to get out of here
i have an interview at 1230
and i need to get ready
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Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
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took the bus to steinway and astoria blvd.
then walked in the snow from astoria blvd
to 34th ave and steinway.
went to blockbuster then
we stopped at a colombian bakery
and headed back home.
we started walking until the bus came
(which never did)
and ended up walking all the way home.
by the time we got to astoria blvd again
I realized the weather was beautiful.
the sun was out full blast
and the snow had stopped.
now there is barely any sign
that it snowed...
but it did and that made me happy today
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i went for a check up today
to see if everything is ok..
...down there..
and i am negative all around!!!
i am so happy..
also..
it's snowing outside right now
and if anyone knows me
they know that i love snow
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